And cue tears! Can you believe my baby is going to be TWO so soon! It has been such a whirlwind raising this little babe and watching her blossom! I wanted to take a moment and talk about Miss Tessla Jane... AKA Tess, Tessie, Tess Tess, Booger, Squishy, Stinky Booty!
Where did the time go? I had to stop myself from wanting to post every single photo I have of her! The last one is a very raw moment... it was the first time I actually got to hold her! Like I said, cue tears... I have always known that I wanted to be a mother. I will never forget the pure rush of joy and excitement when those two pink lines appeared! Being pregnant was so so hard on me and after an 86 hour, yes 86 hour, labor and delivery I finally thought this is it I have my baby!!!!
I was so heart broken when she was taken immediately to NICU, all I wanted was to hold her and have that skin to skin time! The hardest week of Nick and I's life, my heart goes out to family's who have to wait any longer! But time is time and before I knew it here she is about to be two! I love this girl with every inch of my body! She is thee funniest, sweetest little bug you will ever meet! I love her little "WOOOWS" and the way she can bust a move anywhere! I birthed thee most girliest girl ever, Praise Jesus! I am so grateful to be her mama. It has been a rough year for our family and I needed this, I needed to come on here and reminisce.
As mothers we have this thing called, "Mom guilt" it is thee worst. I am constantly thinking I am doing such a terrible job. I realize though every night when I lay her down and kiss that sweet head of hers, I am doing just fine! She is alive, happy and ever so thriving!
So mama's if you are in a funk, I am telling you go through some old photos... jot down your most favorite memory... and know you are killing it!